I want my mom and it's driving me crazy ⇐ Incest

[Anonymous]

For the last 6 years I have wanted my mother, sexually. It all started right when I accidentally saw how she was blowing my stepfather, we lived in a small 2-room apartment, and they apparently thought that I was already sleeping and decided to retire, and then I saw this picture, where my stepfather was lying with a pillow on his head and mine Mom had her back to the door from where I watched her blowing her stepfather, after watching for about 15 seconds I turned around and went to bed. In subsequent years, the only thing I jerked off to were videos with incest and milfs, of course I jerked off with my mother’s panties, sometimes with bras. In December 2020, I was drafted into the army and there I found out that my mother had separated from my stepfather and, being pretty hungry, I came up with a plan to get her drunk for the New Year and... my conscience took over, I went to prostitutes. Lately I’ve been noticing how she looks at me, then she’ll hit me on the ass, or she’ll tell me how delicious I smell, not so long ago she told me about how she and her father didn’t get out of bed from morning to night when they were young, then that same evening I I approached her and wanted to ask her to jerk me off, but trembling ran through my whole body and I was afraid that she would reject me and our relationship would worsen. Since 2021 she has not had a man, she says that she doesn’t need anyone, they say she has sons and that’s it, I don’t know what she wanted to say by this. I'm 22, my mom is 43

[Juura]

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