Sexual desires or how not to go crazy. ⇐ General

[Anonymous]

Hi all!
I decided for a long time and finally registered on this forum.
I have a huge number of hidden desires in sex, but my wife is so conservative in terms of sex that it is simply not possible to realize this with her.
Here I would like to share my stories about my adventures to satisfy my needs and, of course, discuss them with you. It is possible to find like-minded people.
https://i.postimg.cc/D0JRD3jR/IMG-7366.jpg Sent after 11 minutes 59 seconds:
I love sex.
I consider it an integral part of my life.
My sexual experience began for the first time at the age of 16.
Then I was dating a girl named R.
Previously, of course, I watched pornography on a video cassette and I liked it so much that the thought stuck in my brain to definitely implement everything that I saw on the screen in life.
Of course, due to my inexperience[url=https:// my.sexforum.top/viewtopic.php?t=15393]first sex[/url], if you can call it that, was disgusting. Girl R was a virgin and of course she had no experience like me. We locked ourselves in the room, my parents were across the wall. When she undressed, my penis began to swell. I began to remember what I saw on the TV screen, and I really wanted the sex to begin with a deep blow job like in the movies. But the girl was afraid to take my penis in her mouth. Then I suggested that she turn her ass towards me so that not to embarrass her and enter her. The member entered very tightly. I would even say painfully. And when I finally penetrated her, I saw blood. At that moment I was very scared and gave up trying to continue further. The thought stuck in my head for a long time that sex is painful and scary.