I'm ashamed of sex. Is this normal at all? I don't know what to do ⇐ General

[Anonymous]

Last weekend, my classmates and I had a party in a country house. We ate, drank, celebrated admission, graduation, etc. And there was my classmate’s second cousin, who is 29 years old. He approached me, complimented me, we drank wine, cognac, and in the end we started doing this in a separate room. Oddly enough, he already had condoms with him. A classmate who liked me stopped communicating with me, I myself am terribly ashamed that I became so swollen and so stupidly lost my virginity. My head hurt like hell. I wanted to forget all this like a bad dream. But yesterday he wrote to me on WhatsApp and VK. Like, “Hey, let’s see you, let’s go for a walk.” I’m already ashamed of all this, but apparently he doesn’t care. Talking as if nothing had happened