My wife agreed to a threesome. Now I don't know if it's worth doing this ⇐ General

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Hello. I love this forum and read it periodically. I got married last year, before that we dated and lived together for several months. We are in no hurry to bring children yet, since we don’t have our own place to live. For now we are just making money for it. We earn enough not bad to solve the housing problem in two years. My wife is not going on maternity leave yet and to prevent this from happening by accident, she takes pills.
After reading this forum, I had a terrible desire for my wife to have sex with another man. Just a month ago I just told her about this. Probably any girl would not immediately agree to this. My wife also immediately said that I was an idiot. When I started talking about this topic the next time, I saw that her eyes began to shine. Now she doesn’t mind anymore and there is a specific plan with whom and even when. Now I'm scared because this is supposed to happen today. So I didn’t sleep all last night, my wife was also screaming. Before the morning, I fell asleep for an hour, woke up, and my wife was in the kitchen doing something, apparently in order to calm herself down. I probably didn't sleep all night. The situation at home is somewhat tense. I couldn’t even imagine that it would be so difficult. I don’t know, maybe tell her that I don’t want to anymore. My mood today is such that I don’t know what I want anymore. The man with whom my wife and I were planning a threesome should be with us tonight. My wife likes him, he’s handsome, but he doesn’t yet know exactly what we’re up to, although I’m sure he’ll succumb to temptation, since my wife and I already have a specifically developed plan that is very likely to work, and my wife is a pretty woman. Whether my wife and I need this is an open question for me.