Something's wrong with me ⇐ Pick Up

[Anonymous]

Hello, I contacted HP earlier. guru - but I need your opinion as it is. 

About myself - 37 years old, I look normal. Photo as an attachment. 

I was married, at a difficult moment for me, an ax in the back, divorce. 

Three years ago... my mother was killed by Covid, 56 years old (I have no one else) and I really fell out - I lay there, roared, looked at the ceiling and roared, roared and roared - for about 2 months. My wife supported me, but then I began to distance myself didn’t pay attention and occupied her head with everything possible (sports, went to study for her license, renovating her dacha), in the fourth month - she lost her feelings, Vasya is 5 years younger than her (a colleague later found out) - divorce, loneliness... I don't want to return it.  Have no children. Her problem. 

Well, maybe something changed in me 

After that, half a year later I got a girl through the app - she was a bit of a problem, I barely got away with it, then another one - but I became... kind of sad, I almost didn’t laugh. They fled. 

I reviewed the verdicts, relationship psychologists * - and screw it, it seems to me that there are enemies everywhere) in the form of the female gender - I’m exaggerating of course. But I’m already 37 years old, there’s no one on the horizon, I come up to introduce myself - they all turn to stone and are silent. If I get to https://cloud.mail.ru/public/Pt8V/u29FErXpg  https://cloud.mail.ru/public/SEXb/PfMkwBJGh