Your first erotic experience ⇐ General

[Anonymous]

At what age and what incident made you experience your first sexual arousal or just interest in this topic? And did this incident affect your future life, sexuality? Perhaps because of this, some strange addictions appeared.
As a child, at the age of 5-6, flipping through channels on TV, I came across an episode of some film where a young man ties up a girl and rapes her. It was either on a train, or in some tiny trailer, I don’t remember exactly. Some very small space. And this girl, it seems, was subsequently drowned by the rapist’s mother. For me it was absolutely brutal back then, and it is etched in my memory for the rest of my life. These shots influenced me, I suspect that perhaps because of them I have an interest in bondage and other things. I tried to find this film when I was a conscious age, but it didn’t work. This is a visual experience.
Another, at the same age - frank conversations and fantasies with my brother about girls) as a result I realized that I was seriously attracted to girls