I can't convince my cousin to have sex ⇐ General

[Anonymous]

Hello everyone, hello everyone! In short, I won’t drag it out, I’m 13 years old (just don’t be surprised that I’m sitting on the forum, forget about my age), and she’s 11. 4 years ago, when she was 7 and I was 9, I proposed to her (yes, I knew what it was). I explained everything to her in detail, what to do, but at first she showed interest, but then she began to insult me ​​for this (she was about 9 years old at the time), saying that I was offering her such terrible things. The whole problem is that I’m a 9-year-old Down, I was in a hurry, first I started offering her and begging her, showing what a preoccupied maniac I was, and then I just explained everything. Right now we are touching on this topic, but as soon as we start she wants us to quickly switch to another topic that has nothing to do with 18+. And then she told me that she watches porn, I was shocked, like I thought she was squeamish in this regard, but she said that she watches it “just for fun.” And she also told me that she would not do this with me but with her future husband. Outwardly, I look normal (in her eyes).
By the way, I haven’t complimented her more than once, maybe I should have done it...
And we also have the same religion (Islam), but I deceived her that it was not a sin and she believed.
In short, to put it simply, she is not ready, but when I try to convince her, she changes the topic and does not want to continue the previous one...
Who can give me advice on what to do?
Please take this seriously, I don’t write porn stories
And describe in as much detail as possible what I need to do or any advice or even manipulation.
P.s I already wrote a similar topic on this forum, but only one person answered me, now I wrote everything in detail, please do not write banal Information.
Thank you all in advance Sent after 20 hours 39 minutes 47 seconds:< br />Can anyone help?!