Stuck in one place! Catastrophe! ⇐ Pick Up

[Anonymous]

Over the past 3 months, I wrote a story with a girl - A disastrous first date! Stuck like in childhood! I failed the balance of significance as best I could - I tried very hard, but I’m 41 and seem to be good-looking, but this is such a shame!
Only the beginning I did everything as written on the forum, but on not a single date did I bring things to awesome states and active actions.
Basic kinesthetics, on my initiative there were attempts at kissing, but not very actively, they were always met with a slight rebuff, constantly, and On one of the dates, she liked how I aggressively took her, but everywhere somewhere the girl managed to probe my kind and open position, or the circumstance changed, and not the MAN I am. And everything stopped.
And it was necessary to move forward efficiently and to the end like a MAN. A lot of dialogue aside from the subject of direct interaction occurred.
In shortDODreceived naturally, but ignored the week, pinged and immediately called, oh I missed you, training together the next day and in the evening there’s a date and there’s another kiss on the lips with a prefix, oh that doesn’t mean anything! I understand that I screwed up the date once again and am getting ready to ignore it again, or even even declare my desire to end the relationship, and the girl pings and picks up emotional strings to maintain communication, I indifferently give very cold and indifferent answers that do not pay any attention ( like ok) and she keeps a dialogue with me and says that she wants to talk again. I’m already a little tired of this and don’t want to do anything on my own initiative except go on the next date and attack again - I’m kind of tired of this and I think she is too. You have to do everything all over again yourself for the umpteenth time! But I also don’t strictly close communication yet, I say if you want to talk, make an appointment and I haven’t been able to get an answer about the meeting for 3 days. She asked me to give us more time and says that I am rushing things - I said that I am not happy with it and I want to stop them. Definitely dynamite and most likely everything is bad with her current boyfriend. I feel like she will quit as soon as something better appears on the horizon, she is very active in communicating with men - it seems to me that she can navigate the topic very well!
We meet together once a week on the topic of sports and sit in the same general chat.
What to do, ignore?