Lost past ⇐ General

[Anonymous]

Hello!
I’ll speak out, and then maybe you can help
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briefly about myself - middle class, far from early marriage, wife, children, I adhere to “as you treat people, so they treat you”
for the last couple of years constantly fantasizing I remember girls from the past with whom it was necessary to be different when I was young
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One lost her virginity - don’t take her as a wife was going to, and You need to register to see the link. will be a strong emotion, plus I witnessed when a friend for 3 days I deprived the girl in three passes, I thought, screw these hemorrhoids, I’d rather masturbate
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On the other hand, I only realized later that at the age of 19 she wanted a lot of sex, and now I think I could realize a lot of fantasies with her < img alt=":)" class="smilies" height="24" src="You need to register to see the link." title="Smile" width="20" /> And we only slept once and then said goodbye.
And a couple more girls - they mostly stayed overnight, but I didn’t have sex with them, because... I didn’t want to cause further trauma from a breakup
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Although now I think maybe because I didn’t sex them, on the contrary, they were more worried
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After Covid, I started going to the office again, the team has changed, there are a lot of new young ladies younger than me around. I really don’t want to cheat, because... you won’t be able to return with your 22+, and there are 18 of them. But the eye is always hooked and happy
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My wife has gained weight, but doesn’t want to lose it. I thought about going to priestesses on an hourly basis, but the normal cost is 20k, it’s better to “drive” on the topics of this forum, and leave the money in the family budget. Has anyone had this kind of sadness before?
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