Am I a gay cuckold? What to do? ⇐ Sex stories

[Anonymous]

I've been feeling like a cuckold lately. Practically it is... Although I was not in this role, I would like to... I developed this fetish after one story. I'll tell you briefly, I'll try to be more precise. I had a gay friend, we talked and were friends for a long time. Then he expressed to me the idea that I was very good and he was thinking about starting to date me. His birthday has arrived. We rented an apartment for the night, where we would have intimacy, where I would be in the main role. I have been waiting for this day for a very long time and preparing. The thought that I would finally have sex with my good friend excited me greatly. We had dinner by candlelight, kissed, then undressed, both got ready and went to bed. Before I could start touching him, he told me that it was better for us to remain friends and that he didn’t want sex with me. He told me that he doesn't want me. As a result, he left me on the bed and lay down on the sofa, turned on porn and jerked off... I looked at this in slight shock and misunderstanding... But then he also lay down and jerked off. Then he went to bed with me to sleep. But before that, he showed me photographs of another guy. He is prettier than me, more pumped up and of course, he has a big, thick penis... He told me that he wants to date him and they even have some kind of relationship, as it turned out. We went to bed. In the morning, when they were leaving, he said, “It seems to me that you were offended.” I was able to convince him otherwise. Although in reality, I wanted to fall through the ground. I felt as humiliated as possible. But after a while, these memories began to impress me, excite me, and I even began to rejoice that this situation happened to me... It's like I like feeling like a loser, a cuck and a loser who was rejected in bed When he showed photographs of that guy who is more perfect than me, at that moment I felt anger and envy. And now I feel not anger, but envy and... Excitement When I remember this, I call myself a sucker and a loser, who was not allowed to be satisfied by the handsome guy of (my) dreams at his own expense and left me on the bed, greedily licking his lips...
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