My own father raped me in the bathroom at age 6 ⇐ Incest

[Anonymous]

In general, I found this forum and wanted to share my story, which happened eleven years ago, when I was only six. The events of that evening are literally imprinted in my memory, and I remember everything in vivid colors.
Everything started out as usual. Dad, as always, returned from work in the evening. Then my mother went to my grandmother’s for a week and I, afraid to be left at home alone, really waited for my dad to return. As usual, he returned with a bag of groceries, which I always rummaged through in search of something tasty. But that time, in addition to the goodies, I found a pack of condoms and a jar of Vaseline in the bag. Back then I had no idea what a condom or Vaseline were. We had dinner as usual and then sat until late watching TV until it was time to swim. Usually my mother bathed me, but this time she was not there and, as you guessed, a few minutes later I found myself naked with my dad in the bath. I already realized then that something was wrong. Mom never appeared naked in front of me, she sat behind the bathtub in her home clothes and washed me, and my father also undressed completely and climbed into the bathtub with me, sat on his lap and began to stroke me and tell me how much he loved me. I liked it at first. I liked to feel the affection that he had not really shown to me before, I liked to feel his lips on my neck, how he bites my earlobe. And when he climbed into my mouth with his tongue, at first I felt funny, and then my stomach suddenly felt warm. I felt my pussy tighten and was horrified to discover that something larger was pressing against my back. I felt ashamed and didn’t dare ask what it was or why it was. Then he took me in his arms and began to reach into my ass with a soapy finger. It was very painful and I was tense. I remember how he kissed me on the lips and asked me to relax. When he raped me with his finger, he got in there with his tongue, covering my mouth with his hand. I have never been so ashamed and hurt. And when he entered me with his huge one (now I understand that his penis is really big (19 centimeters)), I felt enormous pain and began to cry. He didn’t calm me down, he probably liked the way I cried and begged him to stop.
Naturally, I didn’t finish that night, it was too painful, ashamed and scary. And he didn’t come closer to me anymore, he behaved as usual. At first it made me happy, but now, as a teenager with desire and hormones, I want to go back to that night, feel my dad’s strong hands, his kisses and bites. Kiss him back and make him feel good.
We now live like an ordinary family. Dad probably just chose to forget about it, but I didn’t forget. I discovered his naked photos taken at sea and now I jerk off to them every night, praying to God that dad will fall in love with me again.

[Deviant10]

You're a good girl with a great dad

[Cheryl]

My first was also with my Father when I was 12. Hoping to make friends on this forum.
-Cheryl