I want to masturbate my son ⇐ Incest

[Anonymous]

My son is growing up quite anxious. In kindergarten, teachers often complained that he could calmly pull down his panties and show everyone his pussy. Then he was caught looking at and feeling the pussies of other boys and the pussies of girls. Conversations with him yielded no results.
After second grade, he lived in the village for the summer. The older boys from the neighborhood taught him how to jerk off. The presence of me at home did not bother him or stop him. He could calmly lie next to him on the sofa and begin to touch his penis through his panties or stick his hand into them and play with it. At first I pretended not to notice. But then I started to like it. And I already watched with pleasure.
One day he was playing like this, and I asked what he was doing. He calmly replied that he was jerking off and it was very pleasant for him when he touched his pussy, and it was standing. I asked if he could show off his games, but without panties. He took off his panties without question and continued to finger his pussy. The member stood. I looked, realizing that I was getting very excited. The son played for a while and when he got tired he just lay there naked. He doesn't know how to cum yet. And I went to the bathroom and masturbated remembering his boner. After this incident, the son began to walk around naked at home, his hands almost always on his pussy. Now he tugs at him, now he jerks him off, now he kneads him, now he fingeres his balls. I don’t watch him jerk off with pleasure, and then I go to the bathroom to caress myself. But I understand that it’s not enough for me to just watch. I want to try to join his games and ask him to jerk him off, and maybe I’ll be able to take him in his mouth... Not so long ago I touched his pussy, jerked him off a little and sucked him while he was sleeping. But I want to do this when he is awake, so that I can see his reaction. Maybe I’ll decide to masturbate in front of him, or even while giving him a blowjob.