I want to be a whore in my fantasies and dreams. ⇐ General

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Good afternoon to all who read this story. I would like to talk about my sexual fantasies and dreams. I was 8 years old (now I'm 16) and I decided to watch gay porn, and I really liked it, and since then I've turned into a gay and I even like it, but I don't understand how it will be in my future. In my fantasies, I imagine how I am being fucked by the crowd, humiliated, pissed on me, beaten, and exposed as a whore and bedding for society. But I don’t know how to tell my friends about it, I really want this and I even fuck myself, piss on my face, and end up on myself too. But I can't tell, and yet I'm scared for the future. Help me with good advice please