Psychology of cuckold ⇐ General

[Anonymous]

I started thinking, why am I attracted to an unfaithful wife? I sometimes “thump” with excitement when I make love to my wife, knowing that she fucked someone else(s!) in front of me? I remember my sex with my first wife! I was a virgin, not because I was shy and didn’t know how to approach girls. It’s just that in the environment in which I grew up there were strict morals, and when I arrived in Krasnodar, the first sexwas a matter of time!) There are so many free and beautiful girls around!) I met my first wife, she was a student. After some time we had intimacy! She was no longer a girl, she had some experience and, as she later hinted, she also had a GS. I took it calmly, she even showed some sex positions that she liked, but then she admitted that she had an abortion from the teacher. I took this extremely painfully, which surprised her very much, because before that everything was fine!) Then it was forgotten, she gave well and we eventually got married! We lived for quite a long time, she began to “hook” on the bottle and then her spree began! She might not have come home, supposedly the night was with her friends?! In short, the fact that she fucked while drunk is amazing! I then offered her MFM! She liked my desires, but she looked at it soberly(!), saying, “You’re jealous as hell!” Then I met my second wife and began to live with her! But I had completely different feelings for her, there is a photo of SvetaSw on the site, my figure is very similar and even though she is much younger than me, I feel a certain reverence for her!) Her breasts, especially her shaved pussy, give me some kind of feeling of protection, or what?) I want to snuggle, be close, kiss her. What especially worries me is that she sometimes cheats on me, I even had to suck out all the juices of love there, after she had sex with others! The first time I saw it was when I came home late, she was sleeping on her side, and a drop of sperm was visible from her pussy! This turned me on so much, I began to lick everything there for her, and she woke up and began to whisper, “Suck it all out there!” It was her first husband who fucked her, in front of me, with his huge dick! What's the point? Her pussy, one might say, bewitched me, her infidelities only benefited me, I went crazy from sex with her and especially from her pussy! It’s a pity that she and I quarreled and broke up, there was a reason, although we later regretted it. We talk on the phone sometimes, I call, she’s married, her husband is an asshole!)