Is someone else's sperm like a drug? ⇐ General

[Anonymous]

I tried my first experience of giving a blowjob when I was already quite mature. Before this, I had no desires, neither in my youth, nor in my youth, as some guys write here! It never even occurred to me!) But later, when I encountered my wife’s infidelities, some slight interest appeared. I really remember the photo on her phone, where she sucks with lust, and then catches drops with her open mouth from someone else’s erect penis! At the same time, my whole face is covered in drops of sperm. And then my friend and I were drinking, talking about sex, I imagined him fucking my wife and decided to look at his penis. I pulled off his underwear and touched someone else's penis with my hand for the first time in my life! He had everything shaved there and I without hesitation took his dick in my mouth and began to taste to taste. He obviously didn’t expect it when he said, “What are you doing?”, but I liked how his dick “rose” in my mouth. The friend calmed down, it was clear that he liked it, he even decided to try it with me, but I was more interested in it with him. That day he couldn’t cum because he drank too much. The second time it was better, but he hurried, began vigorously fucking me in the mouth, I didn’t like it and pulled away. Quite a lot of time passed, I did not forget this experience and recently we met again. He was ready and finally I got what I wanted - a load of cum in my mouth! For several days now I have been under the impression, I often think and it gives me pleasure and an irresistible desire to repeat it! I like everything: sucking someone else’s penis, the tender head, the lack of hair. And of course the finale, the pulsation of the penis, the taste and aftertaste of sperm! I have never tried drugs, but then I felt a kind of drug addiction, from the desire to give a blowjob, or in common parlance - to suck a dick, but only a comrade, others do not interest me. Maybe for now? So, I wanted to ask the guys with experience: is there such an addiction that can be compared to drug addiction, or did I come up with it myself in order to somehow justify myself to my inner ego?