My wife cheated, and now she’s asking to go back. How to react to this? ⇐ General

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Two years ago I married a girl, Tanya, with whom I studied at university several years ago. She is tall and plump (height about 180, weight about 80-90). On the contrary, I go to the gym, I don’t get fat, but my height is 165. Two weeks ago I found out that she cheated on me. Tanya went to the village, I decided to surprise her, and arrived earlier than we agreed, 3 days. In the evening I arrived in the village and found her right in our bathhouse with two men who were fucking her at the same time right in the bathhouse. How they stood it, I don’t know, but it was really hot there, and they still managed to fuck in this heat. One guy was fat, also about 180 in post, and the second was at least 190 and more slender. Naturally, I immediately kicked my wife out. I haven’t spoken to my wife for two weeks, yesterday she called, apologized, said I don’t know what came over me, I’m sorry, I only need you. I just felt so desired, and I was also drunk, and so on, sorry, sorry, you’re sweet, I want to live with you. How to react to this? On the one hand, it’s impossible to forgive this, on the other hand, I’m surprised why she asks so much to come back. Maybe I thought and realized. Idk it's shorter