Trying to fuck mom ⇐ Incest

[Anonymous]

hi all! I’ve read almost the entire forum, now I want to write my story: I’m 19 years old, my mother is 43. She’s a beautiful woman of average height, weighing a little over 80, with slightly saggy tits of size 2, a good ass and sucking lips. it all started in early childhood: my parents always fucked in front of me (even under the covers), my mother could always afford to walk around the apartment naked after a shower, covering only her crotch. after the birth of my brother, I constantly saw her breasts filled with milk when she fed him, this one day resulted in what is still the sponsor of my orgasm - after the next feeding late in the evening, my mother climbed over the bed, climbed on top of me and moved me with her bare breasts in the face. my excitement knew no bounds, at that time I was 7 years old, this picture now constantly pops up before my eyes when I jerk off. I also really remember the moment when I was 12-13 years old, I walked past my mother’s room and she called me under her blanket, she said there would be incest, I didn’t understand what that meant then and ran to my room, now I regret to this day that I didn’t go to her then. An important clarification will be that she is deeply unhappy in her marriage, has complained to me all her life about my father and is currently cheating on him, which she openly declares to me. This all together resulted in the fact that I have been fantasizing about my mother since I was about 15 years old, only if before I could only dream about it, now I have concrete suspicions that this could easily become a reality. We lie together from time to time, since childhood she loves when her back or tummy are scratched, she also moans so sweetly in the most exciting moments.. when I scratch my tummy, she lifts her jacket exactly to her chest, I often “inadvertently” try to touch In order to feel her at least a little, I recently got bolder one day and put my hand under her jacket, started scratching her chest, between her tits, she was having such a blast.. naturally, immediately after that, my hands went to her tits, I managed to scratch them quite a bit, it was obvious that Mom likes it, but she smiled playfully and stopped it, offering to give me a massage, apparently so as not to offend. Every time I lie with her, my panties steam, I don’t know how she hasn’t noticed this yet. I dream of sucking her nipple every time we lie together.
I already mentioned that she is cheating on my father, so I love reading her dialogue with her lover, it’s wildly exciting that my mother is being fucked and reading her messages where she writes how she wants to be fucked is extremely exciting, especially if this accompanied by intimate photos. with all this, I have never seen her pussy in person, because she is a little hairy and my mother skillfully covers it with her hand when she walks naked around the house. I remember what a holiday it was for me when she first sent my father a photo of her pussy - I was so excited that I jerked off three times in a row, after that I try to control her phone as often as possible - this, as it turned out, is a separate thrill, where the likelihood of getting burned adds adrenaline action at any time. I remembered how in the summer my mother slept in a robe and panties, lying on her back with one leg spread out to the side and the other bent at the knees, I then ran past her room and immediately noticed a pretty pose, came closer and saw how the panties stretched over her labia and it was easy to see all the outlines, the clitoris stuck out a little like a tubercle - this was the first time I could see my mother’s pussy so close, even in panties. I tried to move them away, prying them a little, but her pussy was chubby and they were stretched too tightly to move them without waking up my mother, then I immediately began to jerk off so as not to waste the moment and came from overexcitement literally 30 seconds later on her blanket lying next to her , but this was not enough and I decided to go for broke: hiding behind the bed, I stuck my hand to the protruding clitoris, touched it for just a second, my mother immediately felt it and turned over a little on her side.
every day before work she goes to the shower, which most often does not close because at this time everyone is sleeping and I have the opportunity to sneak in and open the doors a little to open a small glance at her body, but this gap is not enough for the most valuable thing - when she washes herself, she puts one leg on the side of the bath and, sticking out her pussy, washes it, but for me There is only enough visibility to see this very leg, the sweetest part remains behind the scenes, which only warms it up even more. after a shower, she goes for panties, which are in my room, and every morning she runs naked into my room and looks for panties in the chest of drawers for a while, bending over in front of me with her naked ass, thinking that I am sleeping. despite my mother’s lack of embarrassment, I probably haven’t shown her my penis since I was 10 years old, as soon as I started washing myself. although she was clearly interested, she used to often look at the dick bulging in his panties, until I reproached her with this one day... in general, I really want to fuck her, but I don’t know how to approach this issue correctly, so that I can write it all off as a joke/accident and not ruin a fairly trusting relationship with my mother, of the options that come to mind: the next morning when she will be there again look for panties in the chest of drawers, leave your naked penis uncovered with a blanket, a la a morning hard-on, look at her reaction, then I think it will be possible to act on this basis. I will answer all questions and will be grateful for advice in the comments