Dissonance or what's going on in your head? ⇐ Pick Up

[Anonymous]

Situational
Meeting hospital is probably closer to 6 but still exactly 5.
Meet the mamba.
I'm 36 burnt 38
Meeting in a cafe and kissing. They immediately sat down next to us. I ordered wine, we sat and chatted sushi.
I turn on kinesthetic access to the legs and arms. Girl k+. Talking in a deep voice, constantly looking into the right eye or looking absentmindedly through it.
He says you have a very strange look that makes me shiver.
The girl sits twisting her hair, half-turning towards me. We sat down close to ++. The NLP began to tell the story. The girl rolled her eyes, during the story the same voice of a kinesthetic person. At the end of the story, tears flowed. I hugged the girl, then began to kiss her forehead, I wipe away the tears with the back of my hand. She grabbed me and hugged me until I could barely breathe. Then she was allowed to go.
He says you are the first one from whom I catch different emotions in 5 minutes and in such quantities. He says it’s like you’re mine and we’ve been with you for a long time. Very light.
I start doing push-ups. Kisses on the ear and on the neck. K++. Let's kiss on the lips. K+++. The girl's tongue lives its life in my mouth. Next, press under the T-shirt.
I noticed that when I just start smelling her hair, my eyes roll up and I seem to switch off.
Press under the bra. Picked it up. Full access to the chest.
I started to get bored. Rolls his eyes at any touch. I go down to my hips. I begin to caress the cocked hat with my hands.k+++++. It started to feel like they were switching off.
Stupor - there is no hut.
We take a taxi to see her off. All the way he holds my hand with his fingers intertwined. I squeeze my fingers and she rolls her eyes.
Everything starts anew at the entrance. Pressed against the wall, I begin to strangle him, rolls his eyes and groans. He presses his foot between my legs. My tongue has full access to her breasts. Next, I take her hands, put them under my sweater, begin to explore everything and suddenly lower her hand towards my tiger cub. She touched it and pulled out her hand. The girl has rapid breathing. He says I'm not made of iron. . But I can’t do this entrance. She can’t invite her over, her friend is at home. I have 0 options at all.
Ozhp says when you have a day off. I'm talking today). Or in a week.
We said goodbye. Thank you via SMS for the evening.
The next day I called and said let’s go to a bar with friends and then we’ll hang out together. A friend borrowed an apartment.
The girl says another friend came to see me from another city, I can’t.
I called and said I really want to see you, like we need to consolidate our acquaintance.
From burn the frost is complete. He says again, let’s meet on your weekend.
As of today, 2 days have already passed since the date of the meeting in the cafe.

At the moment I decided not to write or call. 2 days have already passed.

Because of the ocean of emotions at the meeting, “laughter and sharp tears, then again laughter, disappointment, revelation, again tears, and again laughter.” This happened within 10 minutes. I cried 2 times. So, because of the ocean of emotions, she should be blowing up my phone with calls and texts - BUT.

Everything is as quiet as calm.

How come I have dissonance? Wrong behavior!!!!

In a cafe, she touched on the topic of emotional swings, allegedly one guy tried this technique on her friend, (possibly our brother) I leaked this topic very quickly, you know why.

Do you think she is trying to arrange a swing herself or?
What's happening to her? I personally wait for her under the balcony with a serenade and a rose in my mouth....