Supervisor. How can you help? ⇐ Pick Up

[Anonymous]

Good time.

I submit myself to you for judgment (Onegin)

I ask the experienced to open 3 eyes and, like a bolt from the blue, tell me how slow-witted I am and what’s wrong with me.

I am 37 years old, about 7))) an ordinary office clerk.

At work there is a woman boss who is an object of admiration. My age, solid 7. Divorced child is an adult. I had a lot of communication experiences in life. Simple and free to communicate with everyone on short terms.

The relationship from the very beginning was not exactly businesslike, but I saw how they were trying to find a common language and translate the work process into ordinary communication with each other. This is probably her approach to her employees. Sometimes we go out together to smoke in the company of 2 other friends. We never went out together. In the smoking room there are usually conversations about relationships and stories about life.

I began to notice that if I talk to someone about abstract topics of life, he constantly breaks away from his workplace and sits down to participate in the conversation. Light touches from her, I don’t react. So for several days in a row. Sometimes he touches her to draw attention, sometimes he hits her lightly, sometimes he examines the tattoos together with another employee and laughs at them.

Sometimes I show interest and accidentally touch her - she moves away as if from fire. My sharp reaction is complete frost and ignore. A few days later everything repeats itself. In the work process, there is time for the two of us to sit together, work, ups and downs, conversation with the subtext of relationships and a bias towards sex. I don’t know how this happens, but literally a few seconds and we are no longer talking about work. Sometimes I just look at my colleague through her and notice that she glances. Today we played who will reconsider whom. I just turned my head to her and looked, she looked at me, too, then stared at the monitor and stupidly ignored her. When talking, I try to look into her eyes, but during the conversation I catch myself thinking that she understands that I look more often at her wrists and neck than at her eyes. When talking to her, I get very emotional. He’s trying to get me emotional and argue about the work process. When I start arguing, he tries to extinguish my temper and put me in a calm state.

What and why does she do. And what should I do? After all, I have to work in this team, maybe for another half a year and quit.

Why does she keep getting closer because I didn’t give her a reason and in general they don’t reveal their attitude towards her in any way. The way she treats her is the same way I treat her, no more, no less. I just mirror her behavior and that’s it.

What do I want from her? Idk. It’s easy to understand (although it’s impossible to understand a woman). I don’t want sex, he has it on the side which suits him. I don’t shake my pussy in front of her, I don’t play with my muscles.
What does she want?