Became a sex slave out of stupidity ⇐ General

[Anonymous]

This situation is pockmarked. About ten years ago, when I was still studying at university, I worked as a trainer at a fitness club. Once they picked up two chicks with a colleague at a training session and invited them to the cottage. In general, in the process of everything, the girls went to the bathhouse, but without us. I told my partner that I was going to take a leak, and I went to peek through the window and couldn’t resist and started jerking off. My “sidekick” quietly filmed me jerking off on his mobile phone and when we went to the bathhouse he said that he would post the video on the internet and offered to fuck me. I don’t know why I fell for it, but I went public. Of course, everything didn’t happen at once. He started calling me regularly and demanding meetings, blackmailing me by filming himself having sex with me. We agreed on one of the Friday evenings. In general, it turned out to be a whole sex weekend with breaks for sleep and food. I was always passive and started giving blowjobs. It was very embarrassing and unpleasant because I am completely hetero. After this, our meetings became more frequent. He started inviting other guys with him for a gangbang. All this continues to this day. I don’t know how to get out of all this. I'm afraid that my wife will find out someday...